17:30 Where ever you are it is the same......

Today, no to many Journals start this way, I'm gonna try to keep this as breif as I can. Who ever reads this will know what kind of man am I...
have you ever tried so har I mean so hard that you think only about this one thing, you focus all your strength on jus one agenda and you see it just fade away like your dream. But unfortenetly this is reality. This is my reality.
I presist in my dreams to make it real but........ What if those dreams, those longings of better tomorow just criple away and fade into the wind... My soul is traped in this cycle of failure and misery...... My heart is broken.....My dreams are no more...